When you’re a keeper, all you do is keep everything inside.

You’re mad, you didn’t tell anybody.

You’re sad, you cry alone.

You’re insecure; you have to swallow it all.

You’re worried, you anxious by yourself.

You have friends. You have best friends. You have your family. Somehow, it’s better to keep it all inside you. Your entire story remains a mystery.

Your pain, your sadness, your anger, your vulnerability, you hide it all only to show your happiness. How did you manage to keep it, you yourself is still figuring that out.

You believe that one day you’ll forget it. You believe that it’s not important at all. You believe that one day, there comes a time where you would open up to people. But you think it would take time.

You’re a mess in your own thoughts, in your own world, you create yourself.

You’re smart enough to keep it all inside.

To never post it in social media, to never reveal anything to anybody, it was always your traits. And you wonder where there comes a day someone ask you “are you okay?” and you would cry telling them all but that day may never arrive because you didn’t actually believed anyone.

You didn’t even believe yourself. You and I are the same.

Let’s put our poker face as if nothing happened because when you’re a keeper, revealing is still a bad idea. You’re not alone :)