A Play: MONDOU

Posted on Thursday, 7 April 2016 | COMMENT

I'm in charge of handling the sound. I swear I'm good in merging, lowering the notes, and everything about sound EXCEPT handling it. yet, i find it amusing and stressing out at the same time.

i need to be alert on every training. my mental is everyday exhausted.

i am sometimes the cue of the actor and that's stressing me out even more bcs i don't have the coordination and sensitivity and to handle that at the same time, big hardship for me.

as i say, i am not good in handling two three four five things at the same time. give me one task at a time. i'll do it with flying colours (cewahh).

i hope i had done a great job. i don't need acknowledgement. one "good job on the sound" is enough.

and this month, it's my most extremely-like-extremely-low self esteem. i hate that feeling.